Hello everyone, i have not posted in a while, sorry about that! My internet connection has been down for a while, I haven't stopped writing though, so keep popping back as I'll be posting a lot now! Lol. Hope you enjoy this one... it's a bit confusing but hey it's about relationships.

I want to feel your arms
Around my waist
I want to know you're there
Night and day.
To you I want to run
When I feel pain
And tell me please,
To you, do I mean any of this?
A sad feeling it is to actually feel
I don't belong to anyone like this.
Tremendous efforts of love
Can be taken from you,
So suddenly, so harshly,
You'll never know how you had it
In the first place.
To laugh or to cry,
Don't understand which one or why.
So confused, my mind again,
And only you are running
Through my brain.
Why do I let my heart get so close
After so much hurt,
I blindly open up again
And sadness fulfills me
When I understand; I'm wrong, I'm wrong...
Oh, I don't want to be hurt,
Not anymore.
A heart I have drenched in tears and knots,
Knots of confused, tangled up thoughts
Scenarios running now in my head
I already see it:
You letting me down, saying "I'm sorry... it's not you"
Well it is... it's me who is hurting,
It's me who is crying
I begin to act like a child,
Me... me... me...
See how selfish you make me feel,
Why do you put my mind at such state?
What's the point of writing these questions,
They can't be answered by you.
Will you talk and explain
Why you have been to me this way;
Talk to me soon, because
I don't understand your sudden change in interest.