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Reality's Virgin Kiss
I
To understand wonder as
An unadulterated child
What lightning by thunder has
Taught me has brought me to the wild
Where instead of frightening
This child finds it enlightening
Under flashing crashing sky
To wonder as the storm goes by
No wire can bear its fire though
So when it goes by the lights go
Too and through it all offline
But then the rainbow comes to shine
What lightning by thunder said
Not frightened enlightened instead
Unadulteratedly
A child of wild reality
II
Riding the world flying through the universe
It could be better but it could be worse
III
I remember a conflicted minister
Whose pious face masked something sinister
That he did not share but we knew it was there
Weeping weirdly through his pastoral prayer
As if he were speaking to somebody who
Knew better and maybe knew what to do
But who was reluctant to help him again
I was a child when it was awkward then
Before I was kicked out of the junior choir
I saw his bald head turn red and catch fire
As though he were embarrassed to have been
Losing my religion maybe that was when
My mother said to keep my eyes closed and
Wait for it to pass but try to understand
But when I could I understood and I
Could see the lie he would project on the sky
He needed to stop talking and to see
If he could start walking if he would be free
But he never did as he hid away
What thrilled him but killed him and was anyway
IV
Actually how could it be better than this
Moment of now reality's virgin kiss?
V
I never grew up but knew
Who I was and what I would do
And here is where to do it
Where I am at it and to it
When I was left to wonder
I saw lightning and heard thunder
Then I wanted to know more
What became what I came here for
Gone to come through the storm here
When the stars dance diamond clear
On blue velvet over me
Unadulteratedly free
What lightning by thunder has
Taught me has brought me reconciled
To understand wonder as
An unadulterated child
Steven Curtis Lance
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Ron
Love ya!
Jane