I awoke with in my stomach a knot,

Scared of something, though what it is I know not,

Am I worried about the future like semi-normal,

Because if I am I can take a pill to the worry alleviate,

Doing that is not at all in anyway for me abnormal…

I am to visit with Rene today, this afternoon,

Picking up her aunt on the way, for me too soon,

Maybe it is her, the aunt, that worries me,

Usually I am with Rene when its her I see…

Letting myself get way today too nervous,

Allowing myself to of myself do a disservice,

I sorely wish this feeling would just dissipate,

Maybe once I am out and about, seeing my soul mate,

I will feel better, closer to the narrow & straight…

© ed ~ 5/12/10