Some say I have it,

I find it hard to believe in that **it,

When I hear of it I commonly throw an internal fit,

No wanting the world to see my lack of self confidence ,

To most in the world it wouldn’t, but to me it makes sense…

Not physical pain, though with gathering age, I have some,

Psychological pain is far harder to release,

From whence we do not know, from where it did come,

Will it ever leave us, will we return to our past selves,

With then, a new life we will get a lease…

Tis cold outside & as well within,

We work through a life devoid of sin,

At least that’s what we say on that day we talk to Him,

But He is the only one that knows us within,

He will one day summon us before Him,

And when He does, God help us our insanity…