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Trying to figure out what, for me, God has in store…
by Ed Matlack → (All Poetry by Ed Matlack)
Sunday, November 8, 2015    Not rated by the Author.
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If there is ANYTHING in store...?


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In 2009 I lived through ultra-HIGH sugar,
In the hospital for 12 days, 8 in a coma,
In the same year, I survived emergency surgery,
Gangrenes was my gall bladder,
I had thought I would have gone mad as a hatter…

But still I survived,
Both times, I, per the medico’s died,
In years after that I did again come close to dying,
First some sort of blood infection,
Then my heart needed valve correction…

But still I live,
God did not to me a reason give,
I know I am not immortal,
So what is keeping me from passing through the heavenly portal…?

My medical problems are a great deal,
Diabetes, atrial fib, and now kidney disease,
Why am I kept here on this of existence, plane,
I’ve been told that He wants me here, that is plain…

But I wish He’d “poop or get off His pot,”
I am fearful of living as well dying,
But please God, I wish you would make up your mind,
I wish for myself that a reason for me to live, He would find…
© -ed- 11/8/15
 

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Reviewed by Scott Zachary
Reviewed on November 11, 2015
Sounds to me, Ed, as though you've found the reason--God. Once you place all your trust in Him, fear of dying fades. That was true for me, anyway. I like your expression "heavenly portal." I'm glad you're still kicking, buddy. We're going to make it a point to come see you before you do fritter away.



Your friends, Scott and Bobbie

Reviewed by Regis Auffray
Reviewed on November 10, 2015
I wonder too, bro. Take care. Love and peace,

Regis

Reviewed by Michael Jones
Reviewed on November 10, 2015
Brother Ed, this writing is your testimony of God's unfailing love towards his children and his creation! All that has been said about you, give others hope, joy and a deeper understanding and appreciation of life. These are a few reasons why God keeps you hear! I love and appreciate you, brother, keep writing.

Reviewed on November 9, 2015
Your humor ant wit are a gift to those who "know" you. Thank you.

Love ya!

Jane

Reviewed by m j hollingshead
Reviewed on November 8, 2015

sometimes it is so hard to see what our purpose in life is or why some of us live long while others do not.

I don't know that we really need to know, some lives seem more charmed than others,

despite all the really trying times you have experienced you do retain a sense of humor

and your writing often brings a smile to those who read it, maybe that is your reason for living for this moment, keep writing



Reviewed by Jerry Bolton
Reviewed on November 8, 2015
I'm not one to try to understand what "God" wants or doesn't want, Ed. I will agree with your assessment that you have led a charmed life each time you have had to go under the knife. You have survived many close calls, so somebody/something somewhere is doing right by you. It is probably your constitution, and/or the brilliance of the doctors you have had to rely on. Hang in. Write stuff.


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