Healing process is hard it's going through everything at once but towards the end it gets easier

Healing is painful

A year ago i wanted to die 

 I didn't wanna feel pain 

  I didn't wanna think 

I wasn't breathing 

  Thats how i wanted it, 

I couldn't wake up 

   From this Nightmare 

I couldn't erase it's reality 

So I accepted that 

I might be a little broken 

But I'm alive, standing strong 

My Healing is my priority 

  To erase the damage from the inside 

Nothing is powerful enough to stop me. 

I found Solace deep within 

  And my soul embraced it 

The sun will rise again 

And im done falling apart 

I will be heard  

   I found my voice 

And Remind this world 

I'am still here ?