It is the seasonal dawning,
when Fall waits for spring ,
When life calls for continuation,
through joining of two.

These are the times I revere
as the dead times.
The hollow seconds tick by
reminding me of my loneliness.

Loneliness!
like a stake in my heart
magnified by the thoughts of Angelina,
Oh! how I want to bring her into my realm
to end my eternal suffering.

I cannot I will not
subject her to a life of death.
Yet there she stands,
waiting!

I see her through black shark eyes,
visualizing the dance,
white luminescence against pink blush

She seduces me with every lithe movement.
the sway of hips, the harmony of step,
the neck surging with life's blood,
hidden only by flowing hair the color of night

SHE wanted me,
was secretly calling out to me
did she feel my minds touch
as I felt hers?
could her wish be my desires?

Santo! Santo!
She called out for me
with blood filled lips
asking for the dark gift.

I yearn so much to feed,
yet not on the crimson blood
pumping in her veins.
It was her spirit her energy,
her promise of eternal love

What hell on earth curses me
with such sacrifice.
To find love only to kill it,
so I may share in it

Angelina! My lovely Angelina
Forgive me this moment of weakness.
My heart rules my head,
and in your arms I must be

She presses close,
and her scent calls the animal.
She tilts her neck
and instinct pushes me forward.
My gums split exposing
the fangs of taking,
and I penetrate her

But before I draw her into me
I see the moment of fear
in her dark eyes
and I know this cannot be.

Into the night once more
I fly alone
This time searching only for prey