Is it wrong to love the darkness?
To seek oblivion always?
To want to sink into the sea,
Let its cold waves wash over me,
Sink into the ocean,
And be part of the beauty I see?
Is it wrong to love the shadows?
To hide in their dark embrace?
I love to be alone,
Empty and cold,
Why do you think it’s wrong
Always wanting to scold me,
Can’t you see?
My world is different here,
There is nothing to fear-
Nothing lies,
Nothing betrays,
I must survive,
Somehow find a way to stay alive...
And I found it,
So why do you cry?
Don’t you think I know,
We will one day say good-bye?
If I don’t keep my world safe,
What will I have then-?
When you are no longer
My beautiful friend…
I don’t like the world of light,
It’s much too bright,
Those clown faces scare me,
The noise much too loud,
Here there is peace,
And gentle beauty all around me,
No one to pull the limbs from my trunk
Or carve their initials in my heart...
Is it wrong to love the dark?
To watch the lovely moon rise?
Is it so wrong that this is the way
I found to stay alive?
Later,
I shall retreat again,
And remember that once,
I had a friend…
But for now I need to you to see,
I have to save something,
For me...
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Reviews of "Once, I Had A Friend..."
Reviewed by L M (Reader)
Reviewed on September 24, 2003
This is so reflective excellent.
Reviewed by Russ Okamura (Reader)
Reviewed on July 14, 2003
Very moving and very deep! Your poetry stimulates the profound! Very awesome work!
This is excellent and touching Retta.
No, nothing wrong with loving the dark - as long as you always remember that you need light as well.
Beautiful
Nico
Reviewed by Ted Sheridan (Reader)
Reviewed on July 14, 2003
You are such a talented author and poet.
Reviewed by Woman Words (Reader)
Reviewed on July 14, 2003
This is very beautiful and I can relate so well. Thank you!
I too enjoy being alone. It is when I can do my best writings and I enjoy my own company. I can sometimes feel very alone even in a crowd of people. So what is lonelyness? Your a master at these writings.
Who is to say what is right or wrong?? Whatever pleases you, do it!!
Jenni
Reviewed by ***** ********* (Reader)
Reviewed on July 13, 2003
Excellent and magical write! This is a special and unique poem, Reindeer, about a strange subject, about a personality that embraces the shadows and shuns the light. It is a wonderful examination of the duality of feelings, those that are compassionate and understand this choice to remain in a twilight world, and those feelings that reject letting someone hide away from Life. I wish this piece were longer -- I enjoyed reading it and it sparked a lot of thought. Thanks for posting this!
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No, nothing wrong with loving the dark - as long as you always remember that you need light as well.
Beautiful
Nico
Felt every bit of emotion portrayed in your poem(:
Excellent write
Hugs
Lady G.
Wow...This is truly
outstanding..
Bravo....
Trixie :)
This one is truly superb. So moving.
~Chrissie
Love
Tinka
magnificient style with flair. Bill Murray
Aloneness To Majority Is Pain Being Alone_
Solitude Is The Glory Of Being Alone_
In Solitude I Find(Myself) Peace, In Pain (Losses/Sacrifices))I Found (God)_
It Is Far Better To Be Alone In Pain Than Together In Misery!
TRASK
as always, no one speaks to my soul as you do in your work...
Love, Healing and Light,
Dove
This is deeply profound
excellent write
William
*Marlene*
I love this
Mister
Nice thought and better feling ...
thank u
Jenni
you amaze me....
-James
Your words burn me. I love this piece. Very touching!
Thanks,
Emilie
Beautiful and touching write, Reindeer!
Jill :)