A burden To others I do not want to be To share This endless darkness Relentless hopelessness
I withdraw
I shall seek strength In the desert within Endless dunes of solitude Though sombre shadows Circle around me Depression Uncertainty Anxiety Vultures watch from above Circling Circling Wait for me to falter Hope for me to fall
But I shall not fear I shall strive on Seeking an oasis And hope For inner peace Within Asking nothing Of anyone
I withdrew for many years into hopelessness, lving among others of the same, only worse off than me in their fears, etc. I helped many of them while I was depressed myself to get a life, or hopefully tried to help them not fall. I stived on, made a life for me and my Tom, provided inner peace for him, but it's over now due to God's will.
SOMETIMES...WE GOTTA 'SHUT DOWN' FOR A WHILE...DURING THIS TIME WE 'HEAL' AND REGROUP. AND IT'S ALL RIGHT TO DO THIS...AS LONG AS WE DON'T STAY THERE TOO LONG. FANTASTIC WORK AND THANKS FOR SHARING, LOVE AND BLESSINGS, JOYCE * HIS INSPIRATIONS
I can feel your downward spiral in this poem, as well as your fighting spirit. Well done.
Reviewed by Meredith Dixon (Reader)
Reviewed on January 20, 2006
So sad but so true. Don't know what happened but knowing that you carry hope with you as you retreat and look for that oasis to get refreshed at; knowing that you are indeed wise; you seem to know when to do it. Did you do it?! Were there beautiful maidens there with buckets they drew up from cool, refreshing water that they not only gave you to drink but you bathed freely in? Hope so! Your poem makes one think but their own oasis. Yes, I would love a full day of massage with aromatherapy but I guess I have found my oasis on this anonymous, encouraging and so personal way to let it all out oasis of love from others and kindness. Thanks again, Regis. Love from me.
Reviewed by J M (Reader)
Reviewed on January 19, 2006
Finding that place where peace reigns within is the most valuable to our souls this spoke volumes to me Regis thank you love and peace to you also.
Ah, withdraw 'if', 'when' you must but know that there are those who care and diligently await your return, dear friend.
Sad poem well written.
If you wish, I will walk with you ... just tell me where, when, and how far.
:)Love,
Sandy
This words mean different things to me but i admire your expression in this piece which is very true and apart of reality. Withdrawal is aomething i felt rom alcohol so when i saw the title that is the irt thing that came to mind. Withdrawal are also others that you so perfectly explained. Aleja Bennett
Ah, Regis, but you should ask. No man is an island, nor should be. Ask and ye shall receive, as they say, and I often found that to be true... even as there are times that we must all withdraw for a while into solitude. Balance, I think, is key. Expressive piece.
If Jesus retreated for 40 days, there's nothing at all wrong with some serious self reflection for all of this. Withdrawl doesn't always mean cowardice. . . sometimes it means wisdom before decision.
blessin's, deep write my brother Regis,
cynth'ya
A great work because it derives inner peace from tragedy. Its statement is beyond optimism and pessimism but achieves the greatest firmness and civilisatory merit: stoicism. It is this which makes man survive or face the end of survival without the notions of guilt,fear or regret.
Oasis within... the primary and ultimate place where peace and healing are found, for there is where we drink from the source of love. We then are restored, and ready to walk again, be it across deserts, be it across lush meadows. And we are also ready to help others along the way. Without asking anything of them, who in turn are asking nothing of us - we, as them, are simply and gratefully giving, as we walk hand in hand. May this hope arise from that oasis found again, dear Poet.
Blessings of Love&Light*
Alexandra*
So beautifully written yet such a sad write, Regis. Well portrayed. I hope this is just one of them writes and not what you are going through. If it is - Regis sweets, you are not alone! You have never been a burden! And you are very much loved! Anyway, I hope you do find an oasis in that desert.
Regis you are never alone my friend, this is a sad and doleful write that offers a glimmer of hope, we should always strive to make that glimmer shine. Sagacious words from a wise heart.
Great pain coupled with great wisdom, Regis. I believe all our personal breakthroughs in life follow an enforced solitude and withdrawal of sorts. It is a time of intense personal growth and change often... usually through times of crisis, it comes to us unsought, but ends up as the catalyst for character-building and development. Easy to talk about - less easy to undergo, but ultimately necessary. All the comments about finding the oasis within ourselves I think are true. We need to learn how to draw water from within our own wells as the supply of others can never be fully at our disposal when we needed, and we can never expect that of another person, as they have their own needs to fulfill at the same time. Your "asking nothing of anyone" will ultimately grow into exceeding great bounty that will cause you to be able to give to many, I am sure. Bless you and may your wilderness soon turn to a fertile plain, watered by rivers of your own making. LOL Kate xx
Regis, what a heart breaking poem. I know the feeling of Withdrawal and I have always found my oasis through my writing. I pray that you find your oasis.
Regis, this poem is sad but there is a strong message of hope in its conclusion. I hope that you keep seeking that oasis. It is not found in another person but within oneself. It's good to read your work again.
Chanti
Reviewed by Joseph* OneLight*® (Reader)
Reviewed on November 27, 2005
Sounds like you're going through a rough time Regis. Please know that many are with you in thought and prayer. May your find your oasis soon.
Love & Light,
Joseph
Reviewed by Monette Bebow-Reinhard (Reader)
Reviewed on November 26, 2005
Wow, where did this come from? Some deep dark hole perhaps? Patch it up and rejoin the living - please!
We only survive when we reach out to others. If they do not respond, it is not for lack of trying.
Monette
You should at least "ask" those vultures to go away...did ya know vulture meat tastes like chicken, just in case they don't listen you could shoot em' down...;) Ed & rufuz
Regis ultimately the important decisons are ours alone to make as we have within us all we need to know. It needs only to be sought and pondered from within. I wish you all the best as you do whatever must be done. This is a splendid poem! It is facing choices such as this that create our greatest growth and enlightenment!
With this write and the feelings you expressed here no one should stop you from proceeding with your decision. I would suggest you to Withdraw Regis without hesitation. I have done this before and had undergone tremendous pain. But in the end I succeeded. The freedom (not political one)I am now enjoying is the outcome of that decision. And keep in mind you are not alone. Peace
Reviewed by Kate Clifford (Reader)
Reviewed on November 25, 2005
In the long run it is the self that will give us the strength and ability to move on when going through difficult times. Hugs.
Asking others to help you can be very validating for them, Regis. No person is meant to be an island, we all are here to help one another. Be careful not to misread the intentions of others, though, because that could bring an end to the relationship. Some of us are helpers and the only thing we want in return for our kindness is that you heal.
Take care,
Sherry
I'm glad you have not forgotten your friends here in the den. We are all here for you.
Your poem suits the title and the picture so well. The desert had just added to the feelings of emptiness and nothing is in sight. Good choice of picture for the poem and good use of words.
Oh My....I am with you here Regis...walking in a desert of NO hope in sight...you know I am your friend...we can find that oasis...I know...somewhere out there....there MUST be light!!
Now if you feel like talking...you know where to find me okay!!
This poem hits homeground my friend!! YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!
But I hope this is just poetry and that YOU are okay!!
Metaphysically translates into rupture and death. Breaking the human condition, dies to all that was human. Rebirth to a nonconditional mode of being. And this is liberation, absolute freedom and inner peace. Wear sandals and tread lightly upon the desert sand, Regis. Unfurl a white shroud and trail it behind you to wipe out your footprints and take the meditational currents of yoga. Divinity and concentration of spirit, my good friend.
Dear friend...know you are loved...as always the work is magnificent, but the subject matter this time is troubling...please know also that I look up to you...your huge heart and immense talent...wishing you all the richest blessings in the world...so many you can't possible use them all...Michelle
Reviewed by Suzy Karnow (Reader)
Reviewed on November 25, 2005
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C'est si triste, mais bien fait. amour et paix
Nicole
The image pulls the reader in so well, as-does your poem - this is a very 'complete' write!!
Best,
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Joselyn
Sad poem well written.
If you wish, I will walk with you ... just tell me where, when, and how far.
:)Love,
Sandy
blessin's, deep write my brother Regis,
cynth'ya
I shall strive on
Seeking an oasis
And hope
For inner peace
Within
Asking nothing
Of anyone
Wise, Regis. However, don't go too long "asking nothing of anyone." We're here if you need us. :-) A soulful write. ~~Nordette
Hank
Blessings of Love&Light*
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God bless, Regis!
Sandie.
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Love & Light,
Joseph
We only survive when we reach out to others. If they do not respond, it is not for lack of trying.
Monette
In the desert within
Sometimes, that's the very best place to find it, Regis.
thought provoking poem, Regis ...
Love and blessings,
Eileen
With this write and the feelings you expressed here no one should stop you from proceeding with your decision. I would suggest you to Withdraw Regis without hesitation. I have done this before and had undergone tremendous pain. But in the end I succeeded. The freedom (not political one)I am now enjoying is the outcome of that decision. And keep in mind you are not alone. Peace
Take care,
Sherry
I'm glad you have not forgotten your friends here in the den. We are all here for you.
Your poem suits the title and the picture so well. The desert had just added to the feelings of emptiness and nothing is in sight. Good choice of picture for the poem and good use of words.
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Now if you feel like talking...you know where to find me okay!!
This poem hits homeground my friend!! YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!
But I hope this is just poetry and that YOU are okay!!
Love Tinka
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