~~~

LadyBug 🐞

If I could hug you once more, I'd never let you go. You are my heart, Mom…..

Now nothing in this crazy, distorted world brings me happiness

But right now feeling your loss every minute I couldn’t care less

I will struggle, crawl the rest of the way until the day…You’ll be waiting, young again, no pain, saying “Hello sweetheart I’ve been waiting for you”

To hear your voice, feel your Love that has no end

Please God I have to give her  to you but only for a bit

I will be good down here so that I can see my Mom again

I will be asking for my Priest and getting as many confessions as I can get.

Waiting….Waiting….my heart hurting

No one understands the deep bond between a Mother & Daughter

I’m still so shocked, I’ve lost her

Life is long, lonely and insane....until I see you again, until I can hug you forever…until then life will never be the same

The day has come when you have to leave me, no choice. We knew this would happen but s not this way, not now, it cannot end.

You suffered, cried out in pain and struggling with that damn disease….I’m so sorry you have been so  fractured and broken.

As the days pass I’ve never felt my heart and soul so dead, dark and sad.

Tears fall daily just please one more hug…I believe one day I’ll see you, big bro and dad

For now I wonder and wait with my limited time looking above

I was lucky enough to have had unconditional Love

I will always love you Ladybug🐞

~~~For my mom “Joy” who passed away Jan 20, 2025