Mutuality
I hate that feeling
All tingly and waiting around
Up near the ceiling
And when I fall I fall so hard that I
No longer want to live awhile (just die)
As though I have been ground into the ground
I hate that feeling
Is so revealing
As I am shown to be as needy as
Anyone else is or will be or was
Of others which bothers me terribly
To share this shared self-insufficiency
When I had always hoped to be
A self-sufficient me
But there seems nothing I can do
But share myself with you
And should you share yourself with me
That might work out to be
Rather appealing
Actually
The equipoise of mutuality
+Steven Curtis Lance
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Edwin