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Is This All There Is?
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Is This All There Is?

A blank page sets the stage
For the way that life has gone
My age isn’t the outrage
It’s the way I’ve spent it

I always wished there wasn’t anguish
But life isn’t built that way
A tarnished one is what I was dished
I can’t help but want it different

How do I rearrange this lives exchange
To make it fit me better
I feel shortchanged and so estranged
From a life that’s let me down

It’s not only me that needs to see
But my children need too also
That I had to flee to save us three
Or all of us would have died

So unfair to live a nightmare
Even worse to think you’re dreaming
How does one repair all the despair
That gathers all around you

Living in dusty rooms of darkened gloom
Never letting in the light
Becoming entombed in this vacuum
Afraid of living another lie

What’s real seems so surreal
The difference I can’t make
All these feelings send my head reeling
And I hide from what I can’t take.

Dee © 2003/2/2

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 Reviews of "Is This All There Is?"
Reviewed by Sarah Tagert
Reviewed on March 23, 2003
I have felt much like this the past few days, turmoil in my own life. Great, Powerful write

Reviewed by richard poor
Reviewed on March 17, 2003
very good!!! let me jus say,yes,this is all there is...make the best of it as you have this poem!!!

Reviewed by Ian Thorpe
Reviewed on March 9, 2003
Haunting - I perticularly liked the internal rhymes.

Reviewed by John Bidwell
Reviewed on March 8, 2003
Dee, if my heart was not already broken you would make it so.
But it is broken hearts that can heal others...as you do.
John

Reviewed by Victor Jensen
Reviewed on February 10, 2003
This hurts and yet it's so good so well written it makes a person feel.

Reviewed by Sara Coslett
Reviewed on February 2, 2003
Dee, this tore my heart open for you and your children. Stay safe, stay strong.

Reviewed by - - - - - TRASK
Reviewed on February 2, 2003
2-02-03

As So You Will It, That Is This Is all There Is...

TRASK

Reviewed by Eileen
Reviewed on February 2, 2003
Isn't it something how we all can so identify with this. The excellent way you wrote it is one reason!

Reviewed by Lady Peg (Reader)
Reviewed on February 2, 2003
~Dee this one is causing me pain
sweetie,
"What’s real seems so surreal
The difference I can’t make
All these feelings send my head reeling
And I hide from what I can’t take. "
Peg

Reviewed by Lori Moore
Reviewed on February 2, 2003
Excellent. A very touching write.

Reviewed by Marilyn Seray
Reviewed on February 2, 2003
OH BOY!sigh...sometimes, you DO wonder. lonliness so well depicted. Haunting and sort of desperate without asking, if you know what I mean. EXCELLENT

Reviewed by Christine Morell
Reviewed on February 2, 2003
This is so heart rending..it has made an impact and has moved me.
Chrissie

Reviewed by La Belle Rouge (Reader)
Reviewed on February 2, 2003
Tore me apart, this is so powerful, Dee. I feel the same way so often.

Reviewed by Tinka Boukes
Reviewed on February 2, 2003
What’s real seems so surreal
The difference I can’t make
All these feelings send my head reeling
And I hide from what I can’t take...
wheee!! this is just what I needed to cry my eyes out......thanks love...it did me good
Love
Tinka

Reviewed by Maria Lupinacci
Reviewed on February 2, 2003
Oh Dee!
This one grabs you by the heart and doesn't let go!

"What’s real seems so surreal
The difference I can’t make
All these feelings send my head reeling
And I hide from what I can’t take."

I felt every word of this poem!
That last line keeps replaying in my head!

Hugs,
Maria


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