There's a struggle within
to get out of the way
all the doubts that I feel
that get in the way,
like walls around my thinking
telling me
not to go
like walls that lock me in
saying dont go
dont go.
There's a conflict
in my logic
I am standing in no mans land,
I look around
hear no sound
was I expecting to hear me say
I gotta go
I cannot stay,
but no words
I heard
so I stay,
indecision,
wreckless nothing
here another day,
I have gotta get away
get away,
I am here
I am there
only I know I am nowhere.