I hold this razor..
contemplating this decision..
Do I make the final swipe..
Just one long incision.
than I can lock my door..
go to sleep..
never wake..
pray to God my soul
to take
I look at my arms..
I see scars from years gone by..
Do I really want to
remake mistakes..
Take my life..
no matter whose heart I break?
God, I hate this..
What have you done?
I want desperately to go
into eternal sleep..
But I cannot do this..
Knowing my sons would
feel the guilt and weep..
I am trapped here!
Once again
Perhaps the next time
the razor will win.
know the feeling
all i can say is
write on
keep on writing
good write
john+
Reviewed by na na (Reader)
Reviewed on December 28, 2002
Erica, I guess what I have told you in my comments means nothing to you. You are determined to take this destructive process
and and let it rob your world of all color.
How tragic your view of yourself and your life. How can I keep pleaing for the impossible to happen? Bill Murray
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all i can say is
write on
keep on writing
good write
john+
and and let it rob your world of all color.
How tragic your view of yourself and your life. How can I keep pleaing for the impossible to happen? Bill Murray
josie