veins torn and bleeding…leaving
my olive skin milky white…fight
no more let go of life…rife
with doubt…pout
permanently planted on my face…trace
of madness in my eyes…flies
circling overhead…dead
taste it near…fear
gone…bon
fire of my insanity…panty
all up in knot…want
of love speaks of desperation…perdition
a welcome escape…rape
of my soul retreat…defeat
of the love lorn…torn
into teeny tiny bits…fits
and flails…wails
at last…cast
of the dead…fed
into memory banks…thanks
not needed…seeded
earth…worth
less...ness

f*** it