What I want more than anything
is to feel your arms around me,
the warm swell of your chest,
the beating of your heart.
I want to know you love me.
That you always have.
What I want more than anything
is to start over again,
to make new choices,
to learn from my mistakes,
To stop running 
when I'm in pain.

Can you forgive me?
Do you understand?
Will you take
my outstretched hand?

I cannot bear the cold
of your disappointment.
It burns like ice in my veins.
I don't want to pull back anymore
I want to let go of the reins.
and love you unreservedly
from deep inside my core.
I want to continue loving you
until I can love no more...