All of his life had been shaped by longing and want;
Call it desire, but in truth his urges were more a taunt,
Teasing and cajoling him into thinking every whim,
To serve as the basis of a life just to be happy and grin.
As a child, his desires for happiness were all but neglected;
As an adult, the urge to wish has become all but perfected.
To be known as a poet laureate became a bubble that burst;
To achieve success and fame seemed an ambition cursed.
To be loved for who he was seemed a goal unattained;
To lift the public mask seemed an invitation to be blamed.
We live our lives with a privacy that helps us survive;
If people knew the truth, there would be nothing to derive.
As an old man he knew enough to want absolutely nothing;
Years of experience had taught him the virtue of one thing
To give up our every desire so that we no longer feel taunted
To embrace the life that we have as the one we truly wanted.
Many, many years ago I wrote a poem, "The War Within," in which I asked for the smallest slice of contentment. Back then it seemed I was always in an "I want...!" mindset. Now, nearly 30 years later, I have attained what I asked for, contentment, and how much freer I feel!
Life sure doesn't work out the way we planned, does it. The last line certainly sums it up like the line, "If you can't be with the one you love, love the one you're with."
These days I'm happy to be alive with what I have. Life gets complicated at times but titles and owning things will never help that. Thank you for this sensible write!!
about such a man people say, 'he is a man of cheerfulness.' But I would say, 'he is a striking example of our instantaneity, no matter what is the stuffing.' Once we understand the course depicted here, we are on the safe side with our conscience. Cheers, alex
Damn John, have you been looking into my psyche, as if this is not about me, it sure seems like it to me. I know it's not and I guess it is good, unfortunately, to know that another person feels the same as I do...wish I wrote this...-e-
Using Calgary as a backdrop the author satirizes the self-serving nature of the public as it continues to fatten itself, not only physically, but egotistically as well.
Rebecca
Ron
Love ya!
Jane