The poem has been deleted
Why?
After reading it again I realized that boundaries were crossed
that should not have been. It seems I cannot write anymore
Without somehow crossing those boundaries.
Even in this explanation some will still be violated
it seems I cannot stop myself from trying to reach out
even after time that has passed the ache continues.
Thoughts remain with me everyday.
Nothing I try or do will ever change that.
I know this in the deepest part of me
the part I have no control over.
Every Poem has been a selfish expression to try to placate
the emptiness that surrounds me.
therefore I cannot trust myself or my writing.
I am sorry for any ill effects I may have caused.