Bob, I have moved on by necessity
And as you know that does not mean
That all is forgotten
Bob, My heart is sealed in your name and yet
I will not let you in.
You are a toxic force and a lethal element
Causing self destruction
I have little desire now to live to
A ripe old age and yet
I will not be your helpmate
For if I were to die, it is my choice
To help you do so is an abomination
I know you see with only one eye
That you live with slow suffocation
Your choices have made this so
Love is without question
Love is without guile and outside of reason
But I go on
On without a heart
On without a reason
Because the God that made me requires it
He alone has the finger
To pull the trigger
Still I do little to push away the reaper
For it can but bring relief. And
An end to the pain, the pain of missing
The pain I loved.
Much peace,love, and light,
Amber "V"
Regis