Himself to My Selves (Eight legs, Nine worlds)
Copyright Ian Irvine 2019, all rights reserved
"They call me the swarthy one -
Eight legs, nine worlds
The tree becomes a horse
Strange horse! Strange tree!
I hung quiet as death
For nine days, nine nights
My warrior days were over.
Hooded and missing an eye
I learnt unmanly magic from
A woman, brilliant and far-seeing.
Traversed gloomy back-roads
Through whispering forests
Over future grieving plains, and up
Mountains wounded by lightning.
We talked. I talked to myself.
Myself to myself, and hanging
Accumulated knowledge and spoke
With departed souls (cloaked
And wearing a wide-brimmed hat).
Two ravens, two wolves, one horse,
Eight legs, nine worlds."
"Eight selves and a god."
He whispered to me year after
year: "My self, to myself."
He disagreed with Jung,
"Christian and Bourgeoisie
Apologist!' he declared, "In truth,
My ecstasy is terrifying to Nazis."
I listened: "Though I bless
Some - such as yourself -
With poetry and song ... it is
a curse as much as a gift."
His words had the ring of truth.
"My curse - our curse - is to
Sense each path to the end-time
For gods and humans and worlds.
I am no Alt Right nationalist!
A country is not a universe, a self
is not a monolithic entity: My furies
protect the nine worlds, it is all
I work for ... And so, a gift to you:
The soul of your Enigma."
The swarthy one
Tips his wide-brimmed hat
Brandishes his wand-stick-spear.
And melody-haunted perpetrators sleep
uneasily, dimly aware (perhaps), that
they've angered a sullen God.
How will they
explain themselves to Odin
explain themselves to Freyja?
compelling read filled with stark power
never stop writing
m
Ron