because it has driven my spirit for as long as I can remember
and politics bores me
sporting competition doesn’t hold my attention
unless of course I am playing the game
I abhor violence and find solace avoiding it
in any form including hollywood’s exaggerated
impression of its many forms and glorification
 
more often than not I’m experiencing my life as it arrives
neither planning too far ahead nor reminiscing of days gone
past
lately, I create, read, think, rest, sleep, eat, and take pictures
of things I find lovely which is usually the natural world
but some things of man also seem to loosen something within
my brains’ translation of uplifting
 
I’d rather prepare myself for a joyful day
and when its not I allow its passing
without a wollow in any disappointment
 
my place in the world is absolutely miniscule and without
much footprint or impact and I prefer it that way so
my social interaction is limited because I’m easily
drained by the emotional energy of others and no one listens
to anything other than themselves anyway
 
I agree… nothing really matters and what I do or do not do
with my personal existence is how I choose to enjoy it
 
I’m learning to be less judgmental of both myself and
the greater world  because really the value of living
comes down enjoyment, why would I want to live any other
way
the world is amazingly abundant and miraculous if you take
the time to notice
 
often I just sit looking through the eyes of this suit of flesh
completely detached to the mind chattering and concentrate
on who it is that is actually doing the watching, this silent
internal observer alive before these molecules congealed into
this form
alive after they have decayed back into the organic matter
from which they were created
 
spirit.. incredible volumes of energy, the ever changing present reality, the excited anticipation, synchronicity, and coherence
within the wilderness of ones self expression