I saw her there laying as we stood by her bed it was sad to see her go .But I promied myself I would be strong for her it is not wrong to cry or to hurt when someone close says goodbye .
What wold be sadder if true if we gave up to . Always keep going keep movng to . Find somethig useful to do . Writing is what I like to do .
How sad when you had faith in someone or like that person so then in fact you find out they weren't what they'd seem to be . I was let down by putting my faith in someone .
How sad that was too believing she wasn't what I thought she was .I'm trying to let go but it's not easy .
Nothing really is except believing .
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