So tired from work, I open the door
Just like a million times before
All I want is to rest and sit down
But she starts in with another round
No hug , no kiss, no welcome mat
Fussing and fighting is where it's at.
I've given her all my love and care
When she needed me I was there
When did she turn so cold and mean
The likes of her I have never seen
She has hit me time and again
I try to keep my anger held in
I have told no one, who would understand
I'm supposed to be strong, I'm a man
The pain is raw inside of me
There's scars on my heart no one can see
Do I leave her , just walk away
Or hope things will get better someday
I am so tired, wish she'd leave me alone
Can't fight anymore, my strength is gone
It drains the life right out of me
I have no courage to set myself free
To be beaten down every day
It takes part of your soul away
I try to relax, but the screaming goes on
If only I just hadn't come home
The verbal abuse, Oh it hurts me so much
What I would give for one loving touch.
All I get is the back of her hand
God, I feel like half a man
I don't know how long I can go on
Holding to a love I know is gone
I just know I can't take this anymore
Her yelling echos as I walk out the door
To be beaten down every day----
It takes part of your soul away.......
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Authors Note: We hear so much on spousal
abuse ..the man being the abuser. Here is a
different light on things. This does go on in
our society!
© Linda Hill 2002
Repost
michael
Tommy
I felt no-one would belive what she put me through, and felt my man hood deminish..
Well said.
man's side. It made me think!
Profound write! Excellent!
(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in tx., karen lynn. :( >tears <
Your friend,
Thomas Lanechanger
Excellent.
Peggy
Hugs,
Tami
Sad this goes on for men & women both.
Great write Linda.....
Typical Of Most Human Beings,i.e. They Finally Think They Found Love Of There Lives __Then They (She) Beat's It Him/Herself To Death!!!
Your Friend,TRASK PS: Ya Gotta Give N Take <But> Give A Little More !
Life can be so sad.
It is such liberation when one finally leaves the abuse.
Thanks for sharing this.
John
Allen