I have failed:
My friends,
My family,
My life,
Myself.

Why must I hate myself so?
Why do I punish myself?
Why do I continue to exist?
Where do I go from here?

The comical farce
Must cease to exist
Must go to the back
Of my mind.

I cannot trust myself
To see any goodness
Within me
There is none.

The tears that flow freely
Are tears of pain
Why won’t they ever
Go away?

Where do I go from here?
Why won’t the suffering end?
The price I’ve paid
For hatred engulfs my soul.

How do I make myself better?
End the misery within
Lose who I am
Placate my sorrows.