I wish I did not make you so angry,
That you do not want to talk to me,
I wish there was a way for you to see,
That’s not how I want it to be.
Somehow,
I always say or do something wrong,
Make you angry because I am not strong,
I try to be what you want of me,
Another person I cannot be…

You say you do not want me to go away,
Yet I cause you such grief,
I don’t see how I can stay…
I wish I could be,
What you want of me…

I am sorry for all the pain I cause,
But my sorrow does nothing for you I know,
I just wish I could show you,
I don’t mean to make you blue…
My world has come crashing down,
And I am laying on the ground,
With ashes in my hair,
For am so deep in grief,
I just do not care
Seek only the relief
Of not being here…

I wish I had never done,
This thing that makes you so down,
How I could not trust my friend,
Not let you in…
I am so deep in sorrow,
I can not see tomorrow.

My world is black not grey,
And I feel as if I cannot live
Another day…
Let me cut away the evil inside,
Let bury it,
Let me hide.
I wish I did not breathe,
Was buried beneath my lovely leaves,
So beautiful they are,
Maybe they can cover the ugliness
I see…
Maybe a little of their beauty,
Can rub off on me…

I wish so much,
That I had never touched
The beauty that is your soul,
The man I have come to know.
The thought of hurting you,
Is more than I can bear,
How can I be so unfair
To all that you do
I wish I could be a better friend
To you.