I’ll Smile For You…



Feeling so down,
Want to scream and shout,
But I won’t,
Not yet,
Instead,
I’ll just sit here,
And smile for you…

Did you ever want to scream,
“Don’t touch me!
Go Away!”
But instead you stood there,
And endured his embrace…

While your arm burned,
Where he touched you,
And your heart hurt,
When he said he loved you,
But,
You stood there,
And smiled,
With tears in your eyes,
And when he asked you why,
You lied,
And said…

“I am so happy,
I am smiling for you…”

Did your heart ever crash?
Sounding like glass,
And someone asked you,
What was wrong,
And you smiled
And said,
“Just having one of those days…”

When you picked up the glass,
Did you cut yourself?
Did you bleed?
And watched the blood,
Drip on the floor,
And smiled to yourself,
Wishing there was more?

Did your friends ever ask you,
What was wrong,
But your lips were frozen shut,
As frozen as your heart,
And you smiled at them,
Like I am smiling at you now,
And say,
“Everything is coming apart…”

And they smiled too,
And said;
“Oh how sad,
Wish there was something,
I could do…”

Has anyone ever asked you,
To smile when you want to cry,
To live,
Though you feel like dying?

Well,
Look at me love,
Look how shiny my eyes are,
Look how wonderfully,
I am smiling for you…