when I judge others
I only judge-
the unconscious parts of myself
the world is merely my mirror
this is enough to shut me up
but the resentment, anger,
and frustrations haven't died down
it boils at my very core
so I run
towards the seas
and the boulevard
heading to the edge
of the pier where the waves
relentlessly crash
against concrete and cement
in a perpetual movement
reminding one of nature's
never stopping motion
and that every once in a while
it does permit itself
to blow up out of proportions
ridding itself
of unsolicited darkness
and other people's lament
so I am okay
decades and decades
of groomed negativity
do not all go
instantly away within months
of reprogramming the mind
but I am- in a constant change
right in the middle
of a wide array of perspectives
peeking through different timelines
while converged in a single point
of singularity- the present, the now
the focal point of the Iam
in midst of these variety of events
and probabilities
all laid out in a frequency map
realizing life- no longer is
an enigma but a phenomenon
of my beliefs, thoughts, emotions
so I persist in my imaginings
until I am firmly rooted, grounded
to the state of my choosing
and I am not gonna be able to do it
without faith, conviction, and courage
that drives my Being.
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