Degrading
The agony of depression and disrespect
Can make you act so stupid
You lose self-respect and starts degrading yourself
You just cannot see beauty within yourself
When you look at yourself in the mirror
You criticize every part of you
Looking deep into your own eyes
Seeing nothing but hate for the self
Thinking what’s this all about
Asking
Why and when did it go this far?
Where did it go wrong?
Why do I hate myself so much?
Is it the lack of inner beauty or strength?
Or is it…
Not knowing… how to feel loved?
Always hearing the negative about yourself
All the “if only’s” that could never be
Then some day someone tells you
It’s okay… it’s fine… it’s good
Even beautiful
And you do not know how to handle it
How to react to it
You start acting stupid
Not knowing how to handle respect
Or even maybe love from another
And the agony of depression
And disrespect for the self
Pushes the beauty of life
So far away…
Never to be found again
Copyright © 2005 Tinka Boukes
Thanks for the slap in the face not only to me but those who hurt others with their negativity towards others and the destruction it does to beautiful people.(not that i'm beautiful lol)
Thanks Tinka you are a wonderful and beautiful lady and friend 42xoox
Peace, Carole
Even beautiful
Words we all need to remember, Tinka.
Hugs, Trish
Love,
Eileen
And disrespect for the self
Pushes the beauty of life
So far away…
Never to be found again
Been there done that!!! don't you think it's time we fell in lOVE with our OWN Self thereby releasing all the rubbish imprinted into our being..let go and let God Tink..I'm tellin' ya kiddo we'll make it..you, I and many others who tend to think they are not worth anything..chin up..YOU are a beautiful Light Being ..remember NOTHING can CHANGE that fact OK?
Blessings..
vesna*
PS I'm saving this one..it'll remind me NOT to FEEL that way.ty friend!
Felix
*tears*
(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in america, karen lynn in texas. :(