We have her day off planned,

Getting together & having fun,

Just to be together maybe out in the sun,

She is still willing to visit, BUT,

Later that day she’s made plans with her family,

So, even though it depresses me,

I allow our plans to change, I guess I understand…

Afterall we don’t do too much anyway,

I may go to the boat show by myself,

Even though I didn’t want to with her,

Who wants a boat, or even to look at one,

I can’t afford it, but I need something to do,

To keep from being even more depressed,

Maybe in the end, from being a nice guy,

I will eventually be blessed…

She works a lot, by her own choice,

I ADMIRE that, but don’t get to see her,

Through my whole life I have been anyway alone,

I guess I can deal with it, I have before,

Just double up on anti-depressants,

Then sit in my shoebox, whine & groan…L

© ed 9/2/08