They say you can't go back. I went anyway. They were right. But they were also wrong.
I saw a ghost today. I peered inside her vacant eyes and brushed the years away.
I saw her youth, and she saw mine. We knew each other's past. She spoke my truth in wistful lines within her dusty glass.
Time had not stayed its cruel hand while doling out its normal fruits but twice had dipped into its sand to lay its poison at her roots.
Now thirty years cling 'round her, thick with rot. Beyond the grave she pleads with me, "Restore my former dignity!" I stretch my hand to save her but cannot.
I helped my father raise her. She raised me. I lived in her. She only lives in me.
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Reviews of "Return to Cinder (Butte): Ode To The House That Raised Me"
Nice personification of the house you grew up in. Just the other day I googled the address of the old Victorian house with gas lights converted to electricity we lived in when I was in grade school. Amazingly, the street view showed that it is still there although many of the houses on the block are gone.
Join me as we travel together on the road called "Aging." I will be sharing my personal experiences with you and offer ideas on how we can better navigate the complex byways of our older years. Grief, healing, generations, ancestors, and more.
TRUE STORY. Bella survived an abusive powerbroker father with organized crime ties, a drug-addicted mother and a physically/sexually abusive brother. Shocking & inspirational. When she couldn't cry, she tattooed a crying angel to cry for her.
Ron