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Early Christmas 10/17/2004 7:20:05 PM
I have not had a close relationship with my "blood" family for a long time. To much shame and blame. I've got three older brothers whom I haven't seen in 20 years. We are now at a point, were we are strangers. I wonder if I'll even know if they die? Will I be asked to go to their funeral. I've tried to share my changes with them and have been greeted with a cold shoulder. But I don't blame them, I'd have a hard time trusting, too. I abused each one in different ways. Anyway tonight, I did get an email from a cousin, whom I haven't seen in probably 30 years. Shaking, full of excitement I emailed her back. She wants to talk! One baby step at a time. Miracles do happen, miracles can happen. If you don't believe that, then stop reading this because I am a miracle. I'm alive! I just need to remember its "Thy will be done," not my will be done. And also its "In His time," not mine.