I rationalize taking in the scope of characteristic tendencies; sometimes I stand blankfaced and realization sets in awakening a decorous frame of mind; becoming conscious of thought, whereas, some ideations are  inner argumentations that paint me upon canvas in two-faced hues; right down to the core of my being

fore...

I stand alone as an individual drawing my own conceptionalizations of the therefores, wherefores of my attestative authoritative choices drawn from the multi-faceted spectrum of my mind and my mind alone, my full potential unblemished in my eyesight

blamelessly...

abandoning my character, modest at times as knowledge of self exudes purity on one hand and darkness on the other, which, still leaves me untainted as I illuminate inwardly upon life itself

attentively...

I espy my reflection censoriously, finding flaws not devoid of fault, hiding my true essence; suspended, as I evolve rediscovering who I am or what I've been born to contribute to society as a singular individual, but, as a whole of humanity; giving unconsciously of self as a contributor to existing; painting myself kaleidoscopically in facets revealing revealing a diamond in the rough, with thoughts wholly my own

acknowledging...

my true wealth strength self-worth self-confidence self-esteem as well as decorum of tight ethics and most of all self-respect to voice my opinion on my terms, poised as beauty in the eye of the beholder; my spitting image reflected back at me

love of self first and foremost...