Please Read the note below my poem ...one of our family needs help!!
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"The Letter"
I need to run from these words
My hands are shaking
I feel empty… depressed… so very sad
Nothing left inside
I need to go where no one knows me
I want to laugh out loud
Hysterical
Sky and emotions filled with dark clouds
Lightning flashes in the distance
Heaven so malevolent and dark
Just staring at the letter in my hand
Tears running down my face
My brain racing standing like this
More tears gathers up inside
They just keep on coming
From this bottomless wound
The wound that is just getting bigger
From crying out to the heaven above
Spilling from this emptiness deep inside
I feel myself cracking
Legs no longer strong enough to hold me
I need to run away from these words
Knowing they meant nothing to you
Nothing at all
In silence I turn around
And walk away
From this nightmare
Pulling me apart
A letter no longer
As rain from my eyes
Smudged the ink
Words running down the page
Like these dark clouds
High above my head
Copyright © 2005 Tinka Boukes
I was told by my grandma that whenever we fae probs god would send an angel to solve the prob and help us.
Dear friend, now I need a sponsor. If you can just help.
Sometime this may be my last poem on AD. Oh friends, farewell.
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Wish you all the best
A world of good readers,
And authors.
A place to share-
All my feelings.
It was AD to me.
So I loved AD.
But,
Now I have got a message,
If I renew not my membership,
I would be thrown.
The thought brings,
Only bitterness.
Oh my god, would I loss my AD????
Where is your angel ?
Please send an angel,
Please....
OMG - you are so incredibly good!!
Hugs,
Lance
I had already sent AD a echeck for David last week through PAYPAL, and received from Matt that the echeck is on its way. As you know echeck does not comes out from credit card, it has taken from my bank account by PAYPAL, so it will take about 10 days to reach AD. Matt had sent me a e-mail advising that David's account will be updated once my payment reaches AD, and that his account is now being extended.
Sorry I should have told David myself, but I always thought AD would contact him and tell him for me. Please tell David not to worry about anything. Payment is already on its way to AD. It will probably take another fews days to reach them.
Lots of love to you and David,
Sandie Angel a.k.a. Sandie May Angel :o)
you have many friends here...
Eileen
Believe--the miracle will take place. Your poetry is needed; in order to heal, you must write. Alas, it is not me who can be your provider; I wish I could. (I can barely afford mine.) I'll join you in prayer for a sponsor.
(((HUGS))) and love, Karla.
I am sure you will find someone to help you. I will pray that happens. God bless you, you will most certainly be missed! If I could help you, believe me, I would, but I am on the poor side myself; but I had someone sponsor me, so I am staying. So there is hope for you; I will be praying hard today!!
((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))) and prayers to my Tinky-Poo~
As always, your friend in America, Karen Lynn. :( >tears <
I will be praying for your family member too!
Felix
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