The Missing Link
There is nothing that you can do
To change anything
I just have to live my life
To keep going from day to day
Till the day I feel I am ready
To make the biggest move of my life
There are so many people who offered help
But they cannot feel what I feel
They cannot replace the things I have lost
I am grateful for your love and support
The love and understanding from my AD family
Within my heart I can feel
That some of you out there
Truly mean every word you say
I can feel they are true angels
But as you all know
It is not easy to just walk away
From certain things in life
We can hide...but others things will haunt you
And the thought of making the same mistake
Of another abusive relationship
Even if only verbally
I feel it has no purpose...to better my insanity
There is still that missing link
Many promises have been broken before
Why not another?
I think I know better
To just close my eyes
Than to drown myself in more shit
I hope you understand what I am at
Affection can be seen as love
When the heart that gives it
Are a broken one too
No matter how pure the intentions are
There is nothing that you can do
To change anything
I just have to live my life
Till the day I feel I am ready
To make the biggest move of all
Even if that means
By the far side of
YOU!!
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Walt
Be safe, Carole~
newfie hugs coming your way, Rose
Till the day I feel I am ready
No truer words were ever spoken. Each of us must truly decide for ourselves when we are truly ready to do anything. No one else can do it for us.
Georg
Carmen :-)
peace & love
William
I'm shattered right now, lucky that I can still write, worried about my future, worried about my daughter.
So, when you write such an autobiographical piece, with lines such as:
"We can hide...but others things will haunt you
And the thought of making the same mistake
Of another abusive relationship
Even if only verbally
I feel it has no purpose...to better my insanity
There is still that missing link
Many promises have been broken before
Why not another?"
I can really understand, yes I can.
hugs
Fee
Love,
Susan
Our instincts alone are the only ones that can finger the sensitive notes of our feelings.
The writer also wrote, 'Mirror becomes a razor when it's broken, look in the mirror and see your shattered fate.'
Until the rim is blunted and the cuts healed, we daren't harmonise with anyone even more so while the fragmented image remains.
Pragmatic piece of introspection
Regards
Dai
I certainly agreed,you and only you
Can make such decision!
I think that the support and prayers of friends
Will give strength to your beautiful soul!
Much Love Peace and hugssss...Morning Star
I understand, but still think you would be better off walking away NOW before you can't walk away. Too many stay until it is too late...you are better than the shit you're having to go through, the unending stress and unhappiness...I see it in your words and feel it through your pen. Please, take care, know you're in my prayers.
(((HUGS))) and love, Karla.
I know you are facing some horrible memories; and it is up to you to get over them. I am sorry you had to go through all of this stuff. Know you are ever in my prayers/thoughts! Very well expressed write of emotions; keep on writing; it will help you in the long run!
(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in Tx., Karen Lynn. :(
Excellent~
Love and Peace~
Kimmy~