Do you ever feel like you don’t belong?
Living in the Twilight Zone
or that something is wrong?

Do you ever wonder what it’s all about
while you lie in bed at night
and the lights are out?

Do you sometimes dream of a better place?
Where you are a star
with a great body and face?

Do you often wish you could change your fate?
Start over again?
Find your real soul mate?

Do the days seem faster as they come and go?
Your life speeding by
losing people you know?

Birthdays come and birthdays fly.
They make you ponder more
As the time goes by.

A misplaced spirit I feel like today
wondering if I really get it
in a weird sort of way.

Knowing I do, yet feeling I don’t.
Knowing I will, yet
somehow I won’t.

Our time here is just a moment long
and today this misplaced spirit
really wants to belong.

So feeling misplaced and feeling blue,
this day, this moment,
my gift to you

is remember that even though we’re apart,
several different souls,
We are one heart…


Caryn M. Suarez

04/04/02 – for my Grandma Riel on her birthday – I throw kisses up to ya in Heaven and know how much I “love and miss ya the biggest”, and for moi on my birthday - 4/5/02 on my 4-5 birthday!!! (EEKK – In denial, yet staying in style! HA!) Cruella is still my alter-ego and my evil hero!! Thanks awfully dahlinks!!