It matters not what they say

You’ve done your best

But it doesn’t go away

Awake at night , it’s hard to rest

Oh God , have I done my best ?

The hardest thing I’ve ever done

Have I failed this awful test ?

Away from life I want to run .

Three years at home we did our best

Our love and prayers to no avail

Victims of life’s hardest test

Our faith so strong but yet we fail .

Spirit worn have I lost my will ?

All say I’ve tried so hard

Of Opinions I’ve had my fill

For it’s me whose lost my closest pard.

Now I place him in a home

My heart is broken , he is alone

This guilt is like an evil gnome

Crushing weight a heavy stone.

By Luke Oct 26^th 2007