I wasn't going to tell anyone
Meant to go to my grave
With this secret of mine
Didn’t figure there was a reason
For anyone to share something
So personal and traumatic for me
Why should I lay myself out like this
Tell about the horrors I go thru
The chills ahead of time and
The shakes afterward, the pain
Of knowing I’m a coward, yellow
Insecure, scared …here it is
I’m going to tell.. I can’t keep it in
One minute longer…can’t hide
This horrible truth any longer
The thing is------ I’m shy
There it is, the truth, I am incurably
Unromantically, irreversibly shy
And writing erotic poetry is scary
And intense and a horror of
Honest to god stage fright every time
There I told you all, its out in the open
Now you know..every time I say f***
My face turns red
Every time I write about wet thighs
And erect nipples, I’m cringing inside
In intense embarrassment, to even mention
Masturbation frightens me to death
But I want you all to know
I’m fighting to over come it
One step at a time
One erect nipple at a time
One discussed orgasm at a time
I am becoming a free woman
Just wanted to share that
Just that
I’m shy
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Reviews of "The Confession"
Reviewed by Nicole Davis Vergara (Reader)
Reviewed on February 7, 2003
Hmmmmmm I am shy online, but in person look out!
This is a excellant way to bring yourself out! ;O)
~Nikki~
The first time I told someone online that I am shy they nearly died. They could not believe that such an outspoken online presense could be a wall flower in real life.
Reviewed by krissy
Reviewed on February 7, 2003
look in the mirror...repeat after me..
i am worthy...i am worth it...i am beautiful...i will not be chained by my own fears (we'll discuss the alternatives in another mantra) i will over cum (spelling, eh!) and...i deserve that orgasm, dammit!
always works for me. (grin)
write on, girl
hugs n love
krissy
Reviewed by *********** ********** (Reader)
Reviewed on February 6, 2003
I'd never have guessed it...I'm shy too. Damn shy! Good write..Thanks, Dani
I couldnt tell at all that you were shy with such vivid seductive and dark erotic images that pleased me to no end you are a fantastic writer i am sorry but i cannotbelieve truly someone who writes like this is shy
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This is a excellant way to bring yourself out! ;O)
~Nikki~
josie
i am worthy...i am worth it...i am beautiful...i will not be chained by my own fears (we'll discuss the alternatives in another mantra) i will over cum (spelling, eh!) and...i deserve that orgasm, dammit!
always works for me. (grin)
write on, girl
hugs n love
krissy