i didn't write this, i don't know who did, my daughter sent it to me and said look mom, someone wrote my life and it broke my heart. i thought i would share it with you all.
Dragged down by your false image of hope; Eyes wide with fright,
I stare upon the havoc you left behind.
Feathers drift down slowly; my wings torn and dirty; I'm an angel torn by desire,
(not questioning why this happened to me,) I must have deserved it.
Or maybe wanted it...
Hopelessly flapping my wings, trying to fly away (escape the horror)
I realize I want the pain, need the abuse...
Is it wrong to want what you put me through?
My tattered wings flap aimlessly around my battered body; more pain, sweet pain.
I try to fly, (impossible) too much have I enjoyed the abuse.
Too much did I enjoy the raping of my mind you put me through.
Tears run dry, I know for sure that I wanted to suffer...
Suffering is bliss in my mind...Your petty desires have been fulfilled...
I fall, (broken,) to the floor... I'm the world's toy, f***ed again and again...
No More.
New wings of black leather you have given me...It shall be your downfall...
Who shall be the world's masochistic angel now?
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Reviewed by na na (Reader)
Reviewed on April 18, 2003
You tell the whole story Sue. It is a truth of life impossible to igore. An Angel with broken wings. How tratic is this story and her life. Bill
those like me who suffered from abuse tend to go back to it for thats all we know and that is a vicous and sad cycle that must be broken and this poem speaks directly of that and that is why it is so tearjerking and heartbreaking
Sue, very heart wrenching. Many times one can feel emotinally raped without being so. There has to be a reason to justify these feelings. I would carefully research the matter. I can see why this tore you up.
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Nancy
very touching and sad,
Reindeer
damn the world and all it's pain anyways
josie