Captured by the years
You had me under your spell
Even now I can't seem
To climb out of this hell
So many scars I still carry
Buried deep in my heart
They still haunt my dreams
Even though we are apart
Will you ever leave me
Am I still in your control
After all this time
Why do you still have this hold
I can still hear your put downs
And I feel one inch tall
My self esteem, my inner peace
Man, you took it all
The bitterness I feel
I've tried to put away
Maybe as time moves on I will
But it won't be today
There is too much rage inside
And it keeps hanging on
I'm just giving you more power
Even though I know its wrong
Captured by your abuse
Your darkness is all I see
I want to walk tall in the sunshine
But you won't let me be...
oh YES he will! Linda, you are a beautiful, vibrant, smart, articulate, and a loving caring woman!! NOW give ALL the lies and hatred that you believed had power and KNOW, if you take it to His cross, there it will stay. end of story! He loves you OH so much, and NEEDS you Now in these perilous times. to speak the truth in power and secure in the fact that you are His. Your name is written in His Book of Life, and that creep who tried to put you down, only sealed his own fate to spend eternity with his father the father of all lies in eternal damnation, where as you, well He is adding rooms to your mansion. I pray this, and believe and thank Him for making it SO, right NOW. in Jesus name, Amen
Very well done! Really feel that way, listen to Granny {& a long-time therapist}: turn to the friend within. He will become your best friend in no time if
you will just let him. It will be h i s voice you hear. Every time
a "can't" or "stupid" or any other negative, potentially self-destructive 'punch' occurs, he will turn it around. Just needs
you rooting for him. Y o u. Honest! All the luck in the
world. . .remember, you deserve it. Love, 'Pea'
Oh Linda my heart bleeds softly for the lady in this poem who has sacificed so much for so little. The light is there for you soon I hope and pray. Good friend good write.
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you will just let him. It will be h i s voice you hear. Every time
a "can't" or "stupid" or any other negative, potentially self-destructive 'punch' occurs, he will turn it around. Just needs
you rooting for him. Y o u. Honest! All the luck in the
world. . .remember, you deserve it. Love, 'Pea'
problem, oh so well indeed! I had similar thoughts
a few days ago!
Fight, okay? We cannot let others fall into
the same boat.
Love and God Bless,
Becca
You'll just have to try not to let them influence you to misjudge the perception of yourself.
A well-expressed poem.
Sandie May Angel a.k.a. Sandie Angel :o(
Regis
Felix
You Just Have But Simply To Walk (Even Run) Away Then Never Look Back!
Excellent Poem...
Your True Friend TRASK
Love Tinka
(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in Tx., Karen Lynn. :(
This is reality depicted of a "Bandit romance". "*Captured*"
made my blood boils!
An excellent composition.
I salute You, Poet!
Andre Emmanuel Bendavi ben-YEHU