So tired from work, I open the door-
Just like a million times before.
All I want to do is rest and sit down-
But she starts in with another round.
No hug , no kiss, no welcome mat-
Fussing and fighting is where it's at.
I've given her all my love and care-
When she needed me I was there.
When did she turn so cold and mean?
The likes of her I have never seen.
She has hit me time and again-
I try to keep my anger held in.
I have told no one...who would understand?
I'm susposed to be strong..I'm a man!
God, it gets so hard - the screaming at me-
There's scars on my heart no one can see.
Do I leave her - just walk away?
Or do I hope things will get better someday?
I am so tired, I wish she'd leave me alone-
So much pain in my heart - my strength is gone.
It just takes the life right out of you -
You're in darkness - can't find your way through.
To be beaten down every day -
It takes part of your soul away.
I try to relax - but the screaming goes on-
God, I wish I hadn't come home.
The verbal abuse - Oh, it hurts me so much-
What I would give for a loving touch.
All I get from her is the back of her hand-
God, I feel like half a man!
I don't know how long I can go on-
Holding to a love I know is gone.
I just know I can't take this anymore-
Her yelling echos as I walk out the door.
To be beaten down every day----
It takes part of your soul away.......
Authors Note: We hear so much on spousal
abuse ..the man being the abuser. Here is a
different light on things. This does go on in
our society!
thought this was a repost...gave it a 10 last time, got another one today, this makes it a 20 at least! wish i could go higher...men are abused, too...(((HUGS))) and love, karla. :(
men suffer from abuse, too. not just women. thanks for enlightening us with this powerful write!! love, your friend, karen lynn. (((HUGS))) thanks for your review about jodie!! :)
Reviewed by Ted Sheridan (Reader)
Reviewed on October 12, 2002
My fisrt wife whom I married fresh back from Vietnam was abusive in the fact that she agreed to marry me at all.
You have done a marvelous piece here. Yes, there are certainly a lot of spousal abuse relating to men too. Thanks soooo much for sharing your wise thoughts!!!!!
Linda,
This brought tears to my eyes! It is an incredible piece, and I so hope you are going to submit this somewhere if you have not already. I knew a man once when I going to meetings, and he was just like this. It took him months before he would speak, and when he finally did, it was like nothing that I had ever experienced! Thank you for taking me back to a very warm memory of a very loving person that I was blessed to have met in my lifetime!
Linda, Thank you for writing this. Yes it does go on in our society everyday. I have a nephew that is living it as I write. Terrible way to exist. Great write Linda,,,Lisa
Great and informative write, Linda... and so true..
Jenni
Reviewed by na na (Reader)
Reviewed on October 11, 2002
Yes it does Angel ... and the man usually won't do anything about it. But it runs both ways. You are so right in making others aware of it. But usually the strength of the man can hold down the violence. Most women are not that fortunate. In my humble opinion it is worse for the women. Hugs Bill
Reviewed by Ron (sketchman) Axelson (Reader)
Reviewed on October 11, 2002
Thanks for sharing...
Reviewed by Lady Peg (Reader)
Reviewed on October 11, 2002
Linda,
i am also glad you showed that abuse from his side also...
peggy
Dozens of Frequently Asked Questions regarding Pathological Narcissism, relationships with abusive narcissists, and the Narcissistic Personality Disorder.
Well written...
your friend,
Keighley.
I Saw In My Childhood My Parental Abuse, But in Most Foreigners I Saw Women Abuse Their Men & Children in Same..
TRASK
You have done a marvelous piece here. Yes, there are certainly a lot of spousal abuse relating to men too. Thanks soooo much for sharing your wise thoughts!!!!!
You are one great poet!!!!!
Sandie Angel :o)
This brought tears to my eyes! It is an incredible piece, and I so hope you are going to submit this somewhere if you have not already. I knew a man once when I going to meetings, and he was just like this. It took him months before he would speak, and when he finally did, it was like nothing that I had ever experienced! Thank you for taking me back to a very warm memory of a very loving person that I was blessed to have met in my lifetime!
Hugs,
Maria
Jenni
i am also glad you showed that abuse from his side also...
peggy
Very well done without an ounce of condescending! Bless you for a window for me to speak. Vicky
True, rarely is this kind of abuse heard of...