My heart heavy tonight,
My soul buried in grief,
I have hurt someone I love dearly,
And neither of us will ever be the same…

I let him down,
I sank his heart to the ground,
I sought to only let him know
What was in buried deep inside…

Instead I made it worse,
It was ever my curse,
Loving and having friends.
Was something I had no faith in…

Now I have hurt my friend,
And my heart
is left to grieve
Over the loss of faith
I cost him when he
Thought I wanted him to leave…

I shall never have peace…
He will never believe in me again…
I have hurt my friend,
And I fear it is the end
Of all I hold dear…

My friend,
How shall I ever look
At you again…
How do I say that
I would rather cease to exist
Than cause you
A single second
Of that pain I felt
When I read your words…

How I wish they did not exist,
How I wish that I did not…
How I wish that I could turn back the clock
And start over and again…