I’m here, still waiting…

For the birth of a soldier, promised to fight in God’s war wanting more, more, more!.

I’m here, still waiting…

For my mother to embrace me in the warmth of her arms,

Yet I remain in my crib watching the spinning charms.

I’m here, still waiting…

For my father to claim me as his own.

Thirty-five years later, he’ll never believe how much I’ve grown.

I’m here, still waiting…

To discover my purpose in life.

One I can call…my wife.

I’m here, still waiting…

For you to notice me from amongst the mass,

realizing that I am not just another blade in the grass.

I’m here, still waiting…

For the answers to what’s wrong with my heart.

Too afraid to let you in…too afraid to let you out.

I’m here, still waiting…

To know the difference between what is wrong and what is right.

To discover true love were we don’t have to fight.

I’m still here waiting…

For tomorrow, knowing that I must surrender today.

But I can’t, not then not now, cause you made me that way.

I’m here, still waiting…

For you to guide me through this troubled lands.

Filled with complication and simplicity,

built with your hands.

I’m here, still waiting…

Oh Lord, for you,

to guide me home…