don't worry, i'm not as down as this poem sounds and i'm certainly not alone :-}

Bad company
There’s no denying it
I haven’t been good
For many in my life
Fun maybe
Never dull, it might be said
But bad
At least in the end
The good never lasted
The fun ran out
And the well ran dry
Bad company
That’s been my story
At least it was
Until now
Now I’m mostly alone
A price you say
And maybe you are right
But maybe
It’s just a choice
Not the worst I’ve ever made
Cause for me
I’m pretty good company
At least I stay