NB: I wrote this while listening to a song called "I did it my way" by Frank Sinatra
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My Life Journey
The journey of my life Was not a joy at all I have been young I have been a lover I have been a mother I have been a mentor I have been a defender I have been a warrior I have been a loser Now I am a nothing with a broken heart I am not the lover I use to be I am not the mother with trust in her heart I have been rejected as the mentor I have been disrespected many times I have tried to defend my love I even became a rainbow warrior of love But now I am the loser of everything I hold dear I lost my faith in true love I lost my hope for destiny I lost my heart this one time too many I lost control of my feelings I lost reality in time I lost the will to carry on I lost my believe I opened my heart and soul And started to write about it all And got the shock of my life And realize what the hell I was doing What am I trying to accomplish Will I become a something again Knowing no one really cares what I do I am like invisible ink A nothing who dare in fear To explain the feelings of despair All the invisible remarks and reviews you don't see That tells me more than words could ever say Like for example I don't care about you girl I don't love you woman I don't want you to be my lover You are invisible to me Do you understand me I wish you will disappear from my life For me to never hear or see you again Because you became a real pain to me And that I must get the hell out of your life And never show my face again To just shut up and stop my poetry skills To write with invisible ink in my heart Now I have nothing more to write about I have no love just hurt in my life But what do I do if my love is still so strong That I can't bear the pain any more Do I go or do I stop Is this The End
T....tears and fears forever H...hope and forgiveness to you E...endless love will go on till my dying day
E...everlasting heartache and pain N...never to give up hope for you to come D...Dead I will be
hey Tinks, why don't you just put on some boxing gloves and punch yourself. You beat yourself too much. Out of all my failures I just can't beat myself. I'll live a good fantasy first, or maybe live in wonderland but your poetry is you, the beat part, loving part and all. Merry X-mas. LOve and peace. G
You are you and no one can take that away
unique in your poetry
and your willing to continue writing
is what you do best
you have proven yourself
Just be yourself, you are loved
Or with the lemons make gin and lemon, and celebrate the new year..
C'mon no pity parties, just up the road in Botswana, Zimbabwe they have cause to complain they can't do anything about their plight.
You got yer health and a daughter who loves you. And a full belly.. And all them piggies. Bet they oink yer to bits..
So gives a smile c'mon Tinks
Agree with Ed and Carmen below Tinka
You need to build that invisible wall quickly, and stop judging yourself by other people's opinions or actions
My mom used to say to me when I was a kid " You worry too much about what other people think of you "...she was right then, and I corrected that by beginning to believe in myself with the help of God !
You need to do the same Tinka !
You have a remarkable latent talent in creative writing..keep on using it, to the peak of your powers
Love
Peter
This is the saddest damn self put down I've read in a long time. How can you do this to yourself! A beautiful woman a loving heart like yours, talent a lot would die for,a home a husband children, and what looks like a really fantastic location by the ocean, and all you can do is sing a song of "Nobody loves me! Baloney! Get over it! Everybody here loves you and says so every day when they read you. Sorry Tinka, but I always stick up for people I care about when they get trashed, even when they do the trashing themselves!Remember the most important person to love you is yourself, and you don't seem to do that!Let alone the unconditional love that God gives you!
You are only nothing is you think you are, Tinka. "Knowing no one really cares what I do." Even if that were true and it isn't, so what? Life is not easy. It is not fair. Again. So what? It is the only one you have. Live it!
Reviewed by Richard Christopher Suarez (Reader)
Reviewed on December 19, 2005
Tinka,..you were among the very first of the very finest talents
to offer inspiration and friendship and I will not forget that.
your work is steady and honest and i hope always to see your
review on mine when i log into our falmily den.!
thanks Tinka!.
peace and joy to you',
Rich criso
Tinka: Life is full of sour lemmons, so we make lamonade. Too often, we base our self worth on the opinions of others. The real trick is to love yourself so much as to form an invisible wall to keep them lemons, away. I've seen many a comment on this site praising your talent and poetic growth. So you take that and run with it and keep on doing what you do so well. KEEP WRITING.
Terrible situation to be in but you have the strength and grit to overcome all adversity. Put your trust in God, He won't deceive you or let you down.
Love and hugs Tinky-Doll
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Not much advise I can give you here, only to try and forget about him. He's not worth your love.
Amira
Jim
unique in your poetry
and your willing to continue writing
is what you do best
you have proven yourself
Just be yourself, you are loved
Happy Holidays
Love & Peace
William
Carole...love and peace
C'mon no pity parties, just up the road in Botswana, Zimbabwe they have cause to complain they can't do anything about their plight.
You got yer health and a daughter who loves you. And a full belly.. And all them piggies. Bet they oink yer to bits..
So gives a smile c'mon Tinks
TRASK
You need to build that invisible wall quickly, and stop judging yourself by other people's opinions or actions
My mom used to say to me when I was a kid " You worry too much about what other people think of you "...she was right then, and I corrected that by beginning to believe in myself with the help of God !
You need to do the same Tinka !
You have a remarkable latent talent in creative writing..keep on using it, to the peak of your powers
Love
Peter
Love Eileen(yeah I said love;-)
well read.
ain't it the shit
bit bye, goodbye bit
we git
what we git
well writ
to offer inspiration and friendship and I will not forget that.
your work is steady and honest and i hope always to see your
review on mine when i log into our falmily den.!
thanks Tinka!.
peace and joy to you',
Rich criso
Carmen
Love and hugs Tinky-Doll
George