You still call me boy -- Boy Not Man! --- rock-a-bye-sleepy sleepy --- po lil black boy -- Bang! Bang! --- sing Negro sing --- 187’s yo immortality!
You put doubt in my lil bottle --- pandemonium’s milk, --- spoiled n spilt --- you try to kill my lil black soul --- and my lil black dreams .. saying --- drink lil Negro drink --- drink what I tell you to drink, --- I say, I can’t - --- ‘cause its sour milk!
Then, you slip me an old pacifier --- egomaniac and ego-demons … --- lulling me and my kind to sleep … --- saying, lay down, stay down --- with yo plastic lilies.
You say boy, -- Bang! Bang! --- sing lil Negro sing and stay in your damn cradle or you’ll get twisted and -- disrespected … 7 days a week!
You can curl up next to black mamas --- suckin’ mamas’ chocolate breasts --- lovin’ every forbidden drop … --- and say, “po lil black boy, --- drink yo damn plastic.”
Twisting mama’s kinky braids po lil white boys -- you are -- stripped to white … -- you contort and moan … -- often, here, too proud be shown, -- your true nature ---- the curtain is always drawn … I say, Bling Bling hypocrite ---- and you say, bang bang ---- po lil black boy ---- sing lil Negro sing … ---- sign on …
Hidden in mama’s warm wound, you groan, ‘cause life seems arched, twisted, sticky -- kinda tricky in that Hood Honey, huh? … Its the titillation of curved black flesh ----- alone be known ----- yo po good ole boy misery because you’ve always craved - lil chocolate, lil chocolate, lil chocolate lil bit of sweet Hood hot chocolate - -- I say, Bling Bling with a touch of cream … --- you say, yeah! Bang! Bang! Even if, you have to burn in Hell!
Secretly, you hum ghetto operas Singing Rap, Hip-Hop, Rhythm and Blues … Hoe Hoe this, O my Bro Bro that, Jazz-a-dazz dizzy Till razz jizz da da … is yo motto Yo yawl lil PHAT gurls (and boys too!) - Yo yawl Whaaaaadddup?! You were on the threshold of having soul - Then, tyrant, tyrant, monster, pilgrim You revert back to bad ole habits saying, ”Call me master I’m in charge 24 hours a day!”
You say, “Me daddy … Me Master of all I survey! … Me know what is best for po lil black boys … (and Honey’s too) Like you and yo kind …” Saying, “Rock-a-bye-sleepy sleepy Po lil black boy Stay in your damn lil crib or you’ll get broken and twisted (due process for yo kind) Every sixty seconds!” -- 24 hours a day!”
You say, “You are not a real man” -- with evil, twisted spite, You call us fools, -- with hidden, smoky mirrors … You tie our black hands, -- with slick, twisted tricks -- then you have the nerve to say, -- you can’t win yo damn game Hypocrites! Saying, you're the MAN! -- I Say, Bling Bling -- You say, Bang Bang, goodbye!
You say boy, “Its time for yo whipping!” Blood still dripping From yo many sins of tha past … And, I say, “Man Not Boy” And I take all the hate you can give … -- still redeeming my still soul.
Rock-a-bye-sleepy sleepy Po lil white boys The past is long gone Yet, yawl still get twisted … Every sixty seconds! 24 hours a day! 7 days a week! 365 days a year!
I say, Call me Mister … -- Bling Bling -- sing lil bully sing -- a flea is but a tiny thing yet, he sucks from bigger beasts.
Thus, the journey begins … -- from judgment to understanding -- from hate to love -- from here to eternity -- from my eyes to yours --- why let color come ‘tween us?
Bling Bling Bang Bang Goodbye Man Not Boy!
My 1st thought for today: Success arrives when your dreams become the dreams of others.
My 2nd thought for today: Talent is something others enjoy.
My 3rd thought for today: A blessing in disguise is when you open your eyes to truth and open your heart to new possibilities. OR (if you prefer) A blessing in disguise is your awareness.
My 4th thought for today: Haven’t some of those folk who have tried so hard to define me AND YOU, actually defined themselves?
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I hope and pray for that day it will be a fading memory Shy!
this is powerful poetry; vividly illustrated, painfully rendered. BRAVO!
(((HUGS))) and love, karla. :(