Here I am…peeking…
thru a pristine, ajar… door
albeit, after twenty-twenty-three…
I’m apprehensive, as to what’s in store?
But then, there’s this…peaceful, shading…
of a parasol, hovering…near…
that’s sheltering…a hope within…
scattering…fear
Somehow troubles are washed…
instead, there’s…a smile…
brightening up my visage…
overlaying…pre-destined guile
I need to understand…how this is so…
when I’m constantly…exhaling…sighs?
there is only one answer…Jesus!
as, it is…not I.
Trying to figure this …faith…
that’s surely a tenant
dispersing…strong winds
walking…independent
A river, so calming…
disarming...mal descry?
it’s…got…to be…Jesus!
yea, it is not…I.
Can’t explain… this mesh of warmth…
this mellow… glide…
that directs, with tender…
chastise.
A resplendent adorning
Jesus' Love...that's spied
here…every moment...
surely, it is not I.
And tho' at times...soulful sobs…
do fall…into earthen spring
each is caught in a bottle…
which belongs to… Our King.
Whereby, when strength wanes…
in fact, at moments…all gone
it is…The Power of God…
which moves me, right along.
Why, it would be a …crime…
if I let my head swell…
a downright…lie…
if I neglected to tell…
That of myself? I want to…bend…
I want to run… give-up the fight
but there’s…something inside
that keeps me …aright.
So then…if this encroaching new year…
was in my hands…to be seeing?
I’d slam the door shut, negating…
'His' reason…for my being.
Thus, my purpose…in 2024?
in…God’s Will Alone…it lies
for…indeed, without question…
it is…not…I.
Gal 2:20, Ps 56:8-9, Ps 27:13-14, 2Corn 4:6-10, Rom 8:28
©jmsbell – 12/28/2023
Regis. 🙏🌸