as every moment of your life
totals itself up on the adding machine,
and all you want, is to hit the delete key
because no matter how many pluses there have been,
the minus’ keep piling up in the red zone.
and you’re falling to earth without a parachute
wondering how much further can you go,
screaming, “but I’ve dodged every bullet that came my way,
look my body has survived.”
but you my love, and I, know
that it is the hunger within your soul
that needs to be fed the most.
and you my love, and I, know
that spirituality is not in a holy book,
but is felt pulsating in every living cell
all on its own and without direction or intervention.
and you my love, and I, know
that the sweetest wine,
the moistest fruit,
the tastiest cut of beef,
throbs under the weight of love.
it is that…which makes living a pleasure.
so as you rest your head into your hands,
and the tears of misery make the good
drown in a sea of bad,
and all the excitations of the past
that seem to now total zero,
make you wonder, what was it all for,
I offer you a taste of a battle
that needs not be waged.
for all it is, is me
prepared just the way you like it,
with love.
copyright © 2004 sara coslett
I'm impressed. Franz
This is very moody and dramatic Sara. You make some great points about life and spirituality in a well written and thought out piece of writing.
But that line about beef is going to go down like a lead zeppelin with vegans (wink)
Take care dear friend!!
Love Tinka
Love, Janet xoxoxo