im dying a death
no other could understand
this is not what I wanted
this is not what was suppose to happen
I dont even care about cause and effect anymore
or where I go from here
this world has turned into hell
where once I'd found heaven
a heaven so tangible as to be earthly
yet still divine in its lofty aspirations
I have slipped from that precipice
and found myself the willing participant of purgatory
where did all the angels go
at what point did they give up on me
I dont need them anyway
I descend.