Screams escape from the depths of my murdered innocence
Terror reigns as I see shadows of their unforgotten faces
Holding me, they tear away all hope of cherished modesty
I die again a virgin's death with each new blunt invasion...
Purity struggles for every breath in my otherwise guiltless setting
I cry, but my tears do not wash the toxic stains of
primordial aggression
I awake, another dream, another panic in the night
My heart cries once more, knowing that tomorrow is another day
Another lethal repetition, obsessed that they are there
Based upon my experience with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
It is unfortunate when there has to be terror in truth.
Reviewed by Ed Lupinacci (Reader)
Reviewed on May 31, 2002
Lori
It is terrible that one person could do so much damage to another but it does happen.
I have read a number of your stuff and it really seems you are calling out for help or just trying to release the pain inside
which ever it is you have come to the right place there are a lot of good people on this site that maybe to help.
If you need a friend or an ear, You already have one.
Me
lori, i think you have found a great outlet for any emotion, and you seem to have a talent for expression which should serve you well in a courtroom someday, as well as in poetry. good luck!
"Purity struggles for every breath"..."toxic stains". . .powerful, powerful, powerful!
I feel guilty because the form gives me pleasure...and you have endured so much. Your strength is beautiful, and your honesty. Even more, the fact that you are reaching out so others will feel less alone.
Brava!!!
Reviewed by Joe McCarthy (Reader)
Reviewed on May 25, 2002
Excellent title. Excellent poem.
Reviewed by Sheryl Sorenson (Reader)
Reviewed on May 24, 2002
Hi Lori~ I've been using poetry as a form of therapy myself. I think it's great that you can express yourself so powerfully in this poem. PTSD is a terrible thing...you are taking back the power in this poem, and hopefully in your life. Excellent!
It will exist. Memories never leave you dear. Don't even try to run away. But we have to move on. Move on with these memories somewhere behind...but still exisiting...at least ur not being fake to yourself. Babes, life is NOW...in each and every moment. Remember, God is there to punish. So no guilt..no remorse...such feelings shouldn't exist. You're a strong woman, stay like this and you're a virgin at heart. You will remain like this. You never lose it till you lose it to the guy you want to. It's all in the mind! Love you loads...take care and stay strong!
Gripping images. I've been close to the cliff's edge, seen myself fall more than times not, and felt the devil's hound nipping at my heels. It rang true. Thanks. :)
Hello..was hoping you would show up..intense reading and feelings..
Reviewed by Dens Dreamweaver (Reader)
Reviewed on March 24, 2002
((((((( Lori )))))) Just wanted you to know, I read it, I care, and I am here if you ever need to talk. TRASK does have a good point. Surround yourself with beauty and comfort at night hun. Wether it be a red stem rose, a Enya CD set on play continous, a teddy bear.. an dknow you have many, many people who care and are rooting for you hun.
Love and Light
dreamweaver
Pecked to Death offers a refreshing perspective on managing the chaos of everyday life, encouraging you to take control and prioritize what truly matters.
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It is terrible that one person could do so much damage to another but it does happen.
I have read a number of your stuff and it really seems you are calling out for help or just trying to release the pain inside
which ever it is you have come to the right place there are a lot of good people on this site that maybe to help.
If you need a friend or an ear, You already have one.
Me
Amor
I feel guilty because the form gives me pleasure...and you have endured so much. Your strength is beautiful, and your honesty. Even more, the fact that you are reaching out so others will feel less alone.
Brava!!!
Gripping images. I've been close to the cliff's edge, seen myself fall more than times not, and felt the devil's hound nipping at my heels. It rang true. Thanks. :)
Joel
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{{{{{ HUGZ }}}}}
Sandie Angel :o)
Love and Light
dreamweaver
All Thing's Can Be Overcome ---Writing It
Is The 1st Step, Walking away From It Is
Hard To Do,But, Only Alone You Can Do It!
Place a Long Stem Red Rose In Your Bedroom Whence You Go To Sleep . Night,Tell Yourself
You Will Only Have Beautiful Psychic Dream's!
You Think the above Is Fantasy, Then Your Poem Is The Greatest Fantasy Of All!
TRASK