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Life Lessons For Little Ones 1/9/2010 1:10:50 PM
After the last time that I was on here I woke up the next morning to throwing up in a towel. I am sorry for all who have a weak stomach. When you start chemo they give you two prescriptions for pills that you can take so you do not feel sick. They are now my best friends. Keep in mind that all people are different and that this is just my experienc.
I feel pretty good as long as you take that pill. At night you feel like you are being poked with an awl. A screwdriver like device that is pointed. It really is exciting when it decides to hurt in your eye like that. This is also mild chemo. I would never take this any stronger than this is. My quality of life is not that great anyway and it makes no sense to me to keep doing this. At least it does not last very long.
I am doing this for the one twin that his wife went and told my husband how worried he was and for our daughter who is grown up enough to move to another state, but in some ways needs some mothering for a few years. I want to see who she decides to marry. Our son says he would probably do what I wanted to do originally. The other twin does not understand why I would not want to do this, but I explained to his wife that if you do not have enough energy to do what you want to in life it does not make a difference anyway. I may not be on here for awhile I never know what will happen so until later - Lori